Hopeless

Didn't attend school today. There's CTR test which would affect my GPA. But I didn't get any MC. So, no re-test. I think I'm kinda hopeless alr. Kept skipping school. And now, there's test, I don't even bother to get  a MC.

Met Ray for lunch at Bukit Merah Macdonald's. Saw Alot of familiar faces from Henderson. Chit Chat, joked around with Qian Ai 'Nuerh, Traveen and their malay friend. Headed home around 4plus.

Rested at home, tahbao home-cook food to Rong Ting 'Cutie house. Chit Chat, joke around. Talked about her & ___ , and me & ____ . Came home at 11pm.

Ting, I'll think about it.
I have no confidence, thats why.
And I don't think it's possible either.
I only know my heart is not open.
For 1year 2months 2days.
I'm trying to open my heart for the right person.
But it seems like I couldn't make it.
Hope I can open my heart someday.


29th April 2oo9, Wednesday (Tomorrow)
- Inbound Project Presentation.

30th April 2oo9, Thursday
- ITI test.